you take, from me my sacred trust in things human.
in my eyes resides the memories of my forebears.
i am no petty plaything to experiment on.
with your tricks and traps and things shiny.
oh, they may get you into my bed but they do not help you to carve your way into my heart.
you seek my love like it were a thing for a doctor to name and to treasure and to hide on dusty shelves,
ensconced in its glass jar- slightly smudged- full of yellow vitriol.
my heart is no more real than your courtesy.
foolish thing, strange, not what you are in the flesh,
more what you are in ideal.
your rheumy eyes lock me in a stare of hurt and hunger.
paint the stars,
open my mind
to the heavens
and paint the stars,
with my thoughts,
with my essence,
the whip-crack
reverberation
of my art
hangs in the
misty air,
colours of sunrise,
the mist clears,
my tired hands
fall, down,
to rest upon
the ground,
the clear ring
of empty brass
echoes dimly,
through the ruddy mist,
through the haze of my
thoughts that have
been thrown against
the wall for all to see,
as I paint the stars,
with my brains...
paint the stars,
open my mind
to the heavens
and paint the stars,
with my thoughts,
with my essence,
the whip-crack
reverberation
of my art
hangs in the
misty air,
colours of sunrise,
the mist clears,
my tired hands
fall, down,
to rest upon
the ground,
the clear ring
of empty brass
echoes dimly,
through the ruddy mist,
through the haze of my
thoughts that have
been thrown against
the wall for all to see,
as I paint the stars,
with my brains...
you take, from me my sacred trust in things human.
in my eyes resides the memories of my forebears.
i am no petty plaything to experiment on.
with your tricks and traps and things shiny.
oh, they may get you into my bed but they do not help you to carve your way into my heart.
you seek my love like it were a thing for a doctor to name and to treasure and to hide on dusty shelves,
ensconced in its glass jar- slightly smudged- full of yellow vitriol.
my heart is no more real than your courtesy.
foolish thing, strange, not what you are in the flesh,
more what you are in ideal.
your rheumy eyes lock me in a stare of hurt and hunger.
Current Residence: in a constant state of annoyance Favourite genre of music: Electronica, Classical, industrial Operating System: Win2k, XP, Linux(BitchX baybeee!) MP3 player of choice: Winamp3 Shell of choice: Window Blinds Wallpaper of choice: Changes daily Skin of choice: Changes daily Favourite cartoon character: Sonja Blue Personal Quote: Life is to short, wear heels
Ponderances
Thinking about creating poetry in my name.
Can I send the words to this place and hold them safe from prying eyes?
More than likely not.
Are my words WORTH anything to anyone but mylef?
No. probably not.
therefore.
shall I send the characters that pour from my pen onto this digital domain, and let the world judge me.
Yes.
So Deviant art says you were online 3 days ago....nice to know you're alive. too bad you couldn't return my emails to let me know that. Hope all is well......BTW where are you? I'm in Portland. Ttyl maybee? Jess